A change

Found love beyond all reason,
You gave you life your all for me, And called me yours forever!
Today I live for one thing, to give you praise in everything I do!

Today morning was scary. I went to visit my favorite girl Aiyin and on the way back, I sat in front of a gila man :z He was spouting vulgarities 3 times/min. And it was the same vulagirity : NNBCCB. Which made me jump out of my seat because he kept shouting it suddenly. So when it finally reached my stop I ran down the bus hahaha.
Sorry for the hiatus, shall move to my new blog very soon! 🙂

Let the good times rolllll~

Damn delicious right!!!!!

this is me answering my mother’s phone call. She always calls and screams at me, but I find it pretty funny leh =x Cannot put to full size for this photo cos my arms are humongous 😦 &I really like my new bag, even though it’s pretty out of shape in this photo (L)

Today at 6:21am
I received a heart warming text from Ddy :
Good morning to my most beautiful pui girl. K bye going back to zzzzleep.
(Btw ddy, don’t act idiotic. I’m not yours -.-)
And thank God I was woken up by his text, if not I’d be sleeping like a log and be late for school since I slept so late yst 😦 It’s all Di’s fault that I couldn’t sleep by the way, always like to disturb disturb. But I will forgive him since he always cheers me up.

Anyway, I decided that I shouldn’t make my life so miserable. So I choose to forget everything bad lor. Heehee, was really upset yst but I’m fine now 🙂 So this week, I’ve alr made 3 trips to FEP. Shit, I spent too much on clothes 😦 But on a happier note, I got so many new things to wear muahahaha. On the last trip, Ddy was behaving like a joker. Normally, everyone around me would ask me to not eat so much. But but but Dd you kept going around buying and stuffing me with food. And blabbering nonsense like: Bitch, fat is hawt.
Well, I don’t know how I managed to be convinced by him that day. Oh, did anyone realise I slimmed down??? So pleased with myself heehee.
OH I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING. That irritating D was acting cute the other day. He was irritating me, so i made weird noises at him loudly(My habit if you all still don’t know) He xia dao and thought I was really irritated. Then all of a sudden he became so tamed. He said in a soft and gentle voice: Honey I luv you, hughug mwahmuack -inserts sad face- (inside joke la) But I immediately eeyer-ed him, oops. I thought it was rather funny though ❤

By the way, Ddy does not stand for Daddy okay. Don't anyhow assume .-. Ddy is just my gootgoot joker friend.
YAY can't wait for the zi char feast ~ 🙂

Sian, PW is back & I absolutely dislike it 😦 Such a waste of time, seriously -.- Just now I went to see the chinese physician to find out the reason why my hands have been numb for two days. And it was due to some spine problem. And then he was there cracking my bones. It sounded so scary! But at least my hands aren’t that numb now. PW causes time crisis, hate it ttm.
K time to do PW 😦 Bye pumpkins~

In the end, I only want to be happy.

I was walking home today, and the whole time I was thinking about stuff. Everything about us. I looked at the places we’ve been to, and pleasant memories came flooding me. I teared, I smiled, I frowned. I must emphasize again that I don’t deserve this, I deserve much better. I put my heart and soul, everything in it, to be pushed out with nothing but loneliness and utter disappointment. I was in disbelief, was alone, was really lost. I didn’t know where to go, or what to do. I can say what I’ve been through was hell to me. Really.

But amazingly as I was on my way home today, it was as if I left the unhappiness behind. With every step I take, I no longer long for what’s lost. Each extra step gave me a little more peace. I know it’s God, and also the support I received from ppl all around me(L) It was so sudden, but I shall let go right now, and embrace a very happy little life with happy friends and happy family 🙂

Coco Chanel kind of inspires me. Mmhmmm~

There will be no next time

I wonder how it feels like to be at the top of the Ferris wheel. I’ve been on a Ferris wheel before in Taiwan but I was trembling with fear the other time because it was so high up ~~ Would like to try it again given another chance. But definitely not in Singapore. Anyway, for the first time in JC, I passed my chemistry. Achievement okay, shall improve on it more~

By the way, that day I was so full after a sumptuous meal of 泡面+ many other stuff. And I immediately went to take a nap. Now, my stomach has been bloated for 3 days alr ;( I guess it hasn’t gone down because I never stop stuffing myself with unnecessary food. Okay, do keep me in your prayers~ Thanks bye!

moments of magic

I have a habit of making sure every little moments of my life is etched in my mind. Because they mean so much to me I don’t ever want to forget them. Maybe that is why I like photography so much. I think pictures are magical. They capture moments containing beautiful memories. I want to capture those emotions and put them some where I can see them. Or better still, keep them in my heart forever.